"I fear one day that Haytham will decide I am more trouble than I am worth, and he will kill me. I am not sure I will be skilled enough to survive the encounter."

He sounded fairly calm about it. He still hadn't really decided how he felt about it. How he'd cope.

"My father has given me nothing, and I have asked for nothing more. Likewise, though, he has asked for nothing from me. I think, in that regard, he has been kinder than yours."